Am I fat? maybe

For the past few days, I feel like I am always full, as if theres a large amount of air inside me... Feels like Im bloated or something, even if I have finished eating at least 3 hours ago. I bet its just psychological.. pero i asked my mom if i was gettin plump, she said a little. I was eating a lto kasi for this week. today nga, I ate 2 lunches, 1 breakfast, 2 meriendas, 1 dinner! uh-oh jsut realized now na ang dami nga nun! okay, so Ive got a few repair plans... just hope maging okay yung result nito:

1. never eat lunch again
2. be a vegetarian
3. never have meriendas (prelunch or predinner snacks) again
4. follow the new approved nutrition routine (the one that disagree with the food pyramid)
5. brush my teeth frequently so the minty taste will make my appetite think twice
6. exercise (treadmill? yuck!)
7. be active in badminton or tennis
8. or just eat less!

whatever plan will work... i just hope it works! this week is intrams week in school, so that might be the reason of my overconfidence in my eating habits. Actually, when i was in grade 5, i was obese, it didnt really start in grade 5, but it epitomized by then. During that time, i never thought of myself as fat, though my family made fun of the amount food i eat. I didnt mind them, I thought that eating lots is cute and it will give me more attention. When I saw the photo taken in our field demo (a once-every-four-years theme dance presentation of the whole batch), I didnt recognize myself.

Fortunately, I never had any negative body image issue..

I never thought of myself as fat! literally! So, thats when I started thinking twice about my eating habits. The major inspiration to lose weight was when i lost a lot of weight the time i got sick, and fortunately, I never had any neagative body image. I am actually thankful, cause now, even if i grow fat, ive learned to like myself. I realized that beauty is not being thin. Being thin is just a social conformity issue. So the major eason I thought of these "repair plan" is not really about image, well maybe a little, but fitness... cross my heart!