Too unsatisfied

For the past weeks, I feel so unsatisfied. That explain why i am so quiet or sleepy most of the time. Though it wasnt a 24/7 thing, but compared to the others, it was really different. To tell you the truth, I frequently emphasized on people's bad traits, as though people intended to show their bad side. This wasnt the first time it happened. So frequently I feel so unsatisfied with the people around me, especially in 2nd year. The basic reason, I believe, was that I desired so much to be in college and meet the people there: the "conyo" crowd. It was what I wanted to be back then, and hanging out with people that dont fit in that description was a big depression for me. Though now, I accept myself and the people around me. I am satisfied with who I am today, thanks for friends who helped me realized this. But, this week was a total weirdo. I dont know why I am feeling this way. God has a reason for everything, thats why I am still hopeful for the future. Maybe he wants me to feel that He is truly the only one that can make me happy. It may sound cheesy, but still it is a very logical reason, and the only thing that keeps me together nowadays.