Friday, July 28

Its one of those days

Today is one of those days,
where all you see in other people is bad.
Everyone seems so irritating,
even if they dont even try
And when you cool down,
you cant help but feel sorry for yourself
Because you expected the worst
and you are left alone in the middle
Is it really a bad day?
or today is one of those days
when you just want to see
if people really care?

Tuesday, July 25

I think..

People who dont care about the other side usually dont have the faintest idea of whats it like to be on that other side.

Nanotechnology

Nanotechnology is the study of objects that are measured in nanometers, which are one-billionth of a meter. Through nanotechnology, we can line and manipulate atom positions perfectly to prevent spaces and gaps from forming between them. This wil result in goods more durable than what we have today. The process is done by two important technological components: the assemblers (nanorobots that manipulate atoms and molecules at will) and replicators (nanorobots that create assemblers of different tasks). Nanotechnology is a promising study that will greatly benefit Computer technology, our economy, the Medical insutry as well as the status of our environment.

Truly Nanotechnology excited me to form some ideas and hopes. The process itself is ingenious, which proves that our problems could be approached by their foundations, which in this case the very basic atom. I was excited most about the benefits it will give the ozone layer and the medical industry Though I am worried that doctors in the future will only facilitate the intake of these “nanorobots”. They will be deprived of the durgical and medical procedures that exists today. As an aspiring doctor, it is only proper for me to worry.

Though the benefits of this technology is very promising, I wonder if it also has some bad effects, wether financial, economical, or environmental.

I am a little curious about when this nanotechnology will be put into public use. Is the future implied in the article ten yeard from now or at leadt a century away? Its actually funny how those futuristic movies’ideas of the future were actually near to truth

There are limitless possibilities that await us in the future. There is no need for us to lose hope, though losing hope is rampant nowadays. It just proves that man can clean up his own problems. This opportunity is a chance for us to think about what we‘ve done and an opportunity to uphold and maintain the upshot of this second chance.

Nobody knows where we might end up...

Just watched 2 episodes of Grey's Anatomy today, taking advantage of the suspension of classes due to hurricane Glenda. As I was watching the episodes, I began to think to myself if I really want to be like them when I grow up. I mean, all of their hours are spent being doctors, its as if they dont have anytime to not be doctors.
Im not boasting or anything when I say that I am good at a lot of stuff, cause I really am. I could easily have made up my mind about a course ill take up in college, but this is a decision that will determine my life forever. Its not a piece of cake. Its just that I was taught by my parents that choosing my course is very important business. She would normally retell stories of people she knows that have chosen courses that wasnt really stable, like Fine Arts and stuff.
Truth be told, I actually want to have a job that are a little risky, jobs that will be my outlet of creativity. The problem is, I am scared. Scared financially and emotionally. You might have already got the clue that I want a job that is related to art, a profession that doesnt really promise a stable life. I mean, what if im not good enough? what happens then? Will I live out of a low pay job?
My safest choice now is medicine, but the time lost is a total drag. 14 years. What if at the end of my studies, I realized I dont want to be a doctor? Though I enjoyed myself in the frog dissection, that will be a pretty unstable premise if it's the right choice. That doesnt really prove that I will be happy for the rest of my life.
Thinking about the possibilities of taking up an art-related course is very exciting. My mom said that when I become a doctor, i could still sideline to show my work to society, but will that be enough? Will that be good enough? Im not sure anymore that I will be noticed that way, and Im not sure I can balance the two career. I want to share what I have to society. If i do take up an art course, I could have the credentials to back up my application to a company that will support me and help me to show off what I got. Taking it up might mean that I have an oppurtinity to enhance what I got.
Now Im thinking if I should follow what the BIble said: "Dont worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. There much problem as is today." I cant afford to think about today only. Philippines is a third world country, and a job would be so hard to attain. Im already a high school junior, the most crucial year of my life. Should I step outside the comfort zone?

Saturday, July 22

My desire to be a dog lover was more of a status booster than truth
People who love animals more than people are afraid to get hurt
Animals are not meant to be pets. Keeping them locked in tanks or cages is very cruel.
Imagine you are your pet...

Friday, July 21

Get well Mr. Sebastian!

Wednesday, July 19

Too unsatisfied

For the past weeks, I feel so unsatisfied. That explain why i am so quiet or sleepy most of the time. Though it wasnt a 24/7 thing, but compared to the others, it was really different. To tell you the truth, I frequently emphasized on people's bad traits, as though people intended to show their bad side. This wasnt the first time it happened. So frequently I feel so unsatisfied with the people around me, especially in 2nd year. The basic reason, I believe, was that I desired so much to be in college and meet the people there: the "conyo" crowd. It was what I wanted to be back then, and hanging out with people that dont fit in that description was a big depression for me. Though now, I accept myself and the people around me. I am satisfied with who I am today, thanks for friends who helped me realized this. But, this week was a total weirdo. I dont know why I am feeling this way. God has a reason for everything, thats why I am still hopeful for the future. Maybe he wants me to feel that He is truly the only one that can make me happy. It may sound cheesy, but still it is a very logical reason, and the only thing that keeps me together nowadays.

Article for tanglaw

We always see him when the school supplies store just doesn’t have it, especially now that TLE III and IV require a formatted parchment paper for the subject. We have taken him for granted, and failed to appreciate how much help he gives us. So, we interviewed the man behind the counter; the person from whom we buy our parchment paper and various school supplies.
The Lopez family owns the snackbar. Their property extends up to the photocopy service, variety store, the snackbar and of course, the supply store. John Eric Lopez, the youngest in the family, has been helping with the business since he was 20. He is currently 38 so that means he has been co-running the store for 18 years. Even when he was still studying, the snackbar was already in business. John was a troublemaker back in his school days, though ironic to his physical disposition,. A graduate of the University of Santo Tomas, he finished Commerce, though it was not his first choice. His zest for business was already apparent during his college years. He wrote a thesis about the family business. His two siblings were actually Claretians; Batch `79 and `77. The eldest is a Claretian Salutatorian and a UP graduate, while the middle sibling was included in the Top 20 of Claret `79 Batch and a college graduate of the Univrsity of Ateneo.
Considering the daily income, it goes very reasonable and very consistent, same amount everyday. He does get bored sometimes on his shift, especially on lonely afternoons, “five to ten percent of the time,” he says. His remedy for this is the company of cards or the TV, and the solitude of sleep. He doesn’t work full time. He hired another employee so someone will attend to the business whenever he isn’t around to manage the store. Although not evident, he is always busy. Still, he enjoys his work.
Apparently, they do not make the famous formatted parchment paper. They print it through the services rendered by Trinity Publishing in Cubao. Contrary to popular belief, the parchment paper isn’t exactly the best seller in the business. C2 is the most profitable product nowadays. Demand for parchment papers comes and goes but C2 is consistent.
We asked him if he could go back in time, what would he want to tell his self. John replies “Sana nag serysoso ako sa studies. Sana di ako puro laktwatsa.” Hope this will give notice to the cliché “Study first”. We also asked where would he be if he wasn’t the manager of the store. “Some other Business...” he said with a chuckle.
There you have it. This is the man that provides us with our every academic need.. This just goes to show that curiosity is a big way of saying thank you; a sign that we are grateful for every help given. Sometimes it’s nice to take a moment and be aware of who and what surrounds you. Life can be monotonous if we want it to be, if we make everything just a part of the background. Take notice and see how beautiful the tiniest fragments of our lives are. For our efforts, John gave us a roll of parchment paper, of course through some persuading. It’s a simple act, yet still meaningful.

Monday, July 17

6 reasons why 3rd year is hell

1. My gardes have reached a new low
2. I dont feel smart anymore
3. Teachers are so inconsiderate (and too proud)
4. Homeworks are piked up
5. Pressured to grade grub for College credentials
6. Those damn hair cut inspection!

Most memorable week of my life

I can officially say that our intrams week was the most fun I had with my friends. I think that nothing can top that. We didnt realy play sport that much, I mean we played badminton for hours on the first two days but we bonded on the rest of the week. I never thought that I could have this much fun with my friends. We let out our inner child; we palyed killer killer, treasure hunting, habulan... hehe... a total contradiction of my too mature principle a year ago. I guess its really true what they say about highschool, its the best years of your life. I was actually very negative of this belief then, cause I was kinda anti-social, and my priorities are really wrong (status, grades, opinions). I think its the best years of our life because this is the time where you can apply what you learn in grade school. In grade school, its pretty much a fish out of water scenario. In High School you feel at home cause you already know your way and how life takes its course. You begin to see what is really important.

Am a little bit anxious now actually. I have to leave my comfort zone in less than two years time. College. Its basically a new world, new rules to discover. In spite of my worries of where I am going to study (first choice is UP of course, then La Salle then Ateneo), I am still excited because my mom said that she plans to take me with her to America. She's planning to work abroad as a nurse. Now that is literally a new world.
The only two things holding me back now is procrastination and insecurity .

Thursday, July 13

"We have to make our own mistakes"
Just found this on the internet. A street with my name. Interesting...

Grey's Anatomy

10 Life Plans

The following is what I view myself in the future.... My 10 life plans.... Or at least what I would want to pursue in my adult life... :) its kind of a sequel or a "catching up to my other related post

1.Be a Surgical intern
2. Have a house of my own, preferably a condo
3. Meet someone (ahihi)
4. Have the latest ford everest or something that resembles it
5. Have my bestfriends as roommates
6. Have gigs with my band as a par time job
7. Paint at least 100 paintings that I like
8. Be satisfied
9. Be a sought after blogger
10. Learn how to play jazz on the piano
FINISHED FILES ARE THE RESULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTIFIC STUDY COMBINED WITH THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS
Count how many "f" are in here. Reply by commenting. :)

Wednesday, July 12

Am I fat? maybe

For the past few days, I feel like I am always full, as if theres a large amount of air inside me... Feels like Im bloated or something, even if I have finished eating at least 3 hours ago. I bet its just psychological.. pero i asked my mom if i was gettin plump, she said a little. I was eating a lto kasi for this week. today nga, I ate 2 lunches, 1 breakfast, 2 meriendas, 1 dinner! uh-oh jsut realized now na ang dami nga nun! okay, so Ive got a few repair plans... just hope maging okay yung result nito:

1. never eat lunch again
2. be a vegetarian
3. never have meriendas (prelunch or predinner snacks) again
4. follow the new approved nutrition routine (the one that disagree with the food pyramid)
5. brush my teeth frequently so the minty taste will make my appetite think twice
6. exercise (treadmill? yuck!)
7. be active in badminton or tennis
8. or just eat less!

whatever plan will work... i just hope it works! this week is intrams week in school, so that might be the reason of my overconfidence in my eating habits. Actually, when i was in grade 5, i was obese, it didnt really start in grade 5, but it epitomized by then. During that time, i never thought of myself as fat, though my family made fun of the amount food i eat. I didnt mind them, I thought that eating lots is cute and it will give me more attention. When I saw the photo taken in our field demo (a once-every-four-years theme dance presentation of the whole batch), I didnt recognize myself.
Fortunately, I never had any negative body image issue..
I never thought of myself as fat! literally! So, thats when I started thinking twice about my eating habits. The major inspiration to lose weight was when i lost a lot of weight the time i got sick, and fortunately, I never had any neagative body image. I am actually thankful, cause now, even if i grow fat, ive learned to like myself. I realized that beauty is not being thin. Being thin is just a social conformity issue. So the major eason I thought of these "repair plan" is not really about image, well maybe a little, but fitness... cross my heart!

Halow!

God!! I missed blogger so much! I guess gather wasnt really for me... to serious and you really cant let your hair down (metaphorically speaking of course!)... I dont really care about harvesting comments anymore.... read if you want to, if you dont... then dont! Aheheh... Im really sorry if it took a while til i updated this thing.... basta super miss ko ang blog na to!! at na miss ko rin mag tagalog! basta parang journal talaga to, sawa na ko sa opinions! hope that whoever is reading this will visit again! thanks! im not asking for comments naman, pero if meron... ahem... hopefully....